Scared

So, I have to say that I'm a little bit scared. My friends are taking new steps in their lives....kids are going to kindergarten or preschool and I'm homeschooling and pregnant. We are going in different directions and I am scared that I will lose touch with them. I am scared that once my oldest is too old to go to MTO and their kids are in school, I will have no one to hang out with. I will be doing school in the morning, when they are free. And when I am free, they will be picking kids up from school and doing homework with them. I am already so proud of how homeschooling is going, but am I going to regret it? I want my kids to have the best possible education, I want them to have a christian education and that is just not possible where we live. I knew there would be sacrifices and I'm definitely not doing this for me. I honestly believe this is the best option for my family, for my kids. So what do I do? I guess I will have to make the time to make sure I make time with my friends and my kids' friends. I hope that I'm making the right choice in this. Scary, hard, sacrificial - but at the same time so rewarding seeing my son make progress minute by minute. But I am scared.